Thinking back of the past history i smile but with alot of mixed feeling.
My feeling was so mixed up.

AY, whats really in ur mind, i often asked myself.
I miss the tense up u when u heard me crying..

• the way u care n concern about me.
• the way u standby me whenever i have any doubts.
• the way u hug me
• the way u motivate me
• the time u asked me to get home early
• the time u look clearly at my sore eye.
• the time u say u love me.
• the time u drove me around and i took 2hr jus to reach home -.-
• the time u held my hand and asked am i scared of u...
• the time i joke with u
• the morning called u gave, no matter how late u sleep, u'll never failed to miss that.
• always talk to me before i go to bed.
• always called and talk to me while i'm on my way to school.
• u'll never hang called till i  reached school.

U Taught me

• to grow up
• what was right n what was wrong..
  

U apologised when i loses my temper when i attitude.
Perhaps u are not a very very very extrem good guy, but the best ive met.
Though, i often asked myself whats really in ur mind how can i understand u well.
Bud i know, u seems cold in the appearance bud u show me ur warm side.
I misses ur everything, till now (: