Perhaps im not a good girlfriend either, i realise many a time i do things according to my thought..
But still ive one conclusion is i really love my bf alot (:


Head to find my bf yesterday intend to stay over and yes we quarrel again, i ask him to get down instead i wana hav a few words with him and get off as i really feel very angry.. He came down indeed.. he say nothing much to me, he jus carry my bag, held my hand and bring me back to his house... At that point of time i was really angry i thought that he didnt care much about me and so....

Guess what he did. Though quarrel though he have to wake up early the next day for his work stuff he still entertain me and my rubbish, not only that once reach he left me in his room.. At first i thought he was angry too, but instead he went to kitchen to get food for me as he knew that ive not take my dinner and i went straight over to find him.

He came into the room ask me go bath and eat, at that point of time i feel so touched and i cry straight, I dare to say he is the first guy that i didnt hide my emotional with. I yell like crazy when im pissed, i cry when im upset and so...  But i love him the way he hug me when im sad and angry because i feel extra warm. hehe.

Today stay-ed at bf house while he went back for his courses awhile, i was all alone at his house! -.-
His mum and dad came home first, chitchatted with them follow by my bf! he's slow poke :D After that waited for bf to bath and prepared he bring me out to eat! Home sweet Home after that.


Out of sudden i ask my bf, am i really very fierce towards you? Guess what he say... he hesitate awhile and he say YES -.-   .. I ask him in what way? he say he dont know how to say.. LOL... At that point of time i realise yes, seldom i will talk nicely to him, i will raise my voice once im unhappy and so.... Think back of those i feel guilty too :x...

Im so sorry, but i love u much more than anything! thats what i can asure! ^.^